All The Pain I Built Up

by Elesh Norn

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about

after releasing the first pressing of this tape we changed
our name to flesh born. (fleshborn.bandcamp.com)
thank you.

best listened to at a loud volume.

this was recorded by michael briggs of civil recording co in denton, tx
(civilrecording.com)

tape release by skeletal lightning (www.skeletallightning.net)

elesh norn is daniel mitchell, donovan ford, miles debruin, and parker lawson.

all songs written by elesh norn.

thank you.

credits

released 19 April 2013

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Track Name: A Pathetic Way to Say I Need You
miles: darker days and clouded thoughts follow times that we are at odds. i need to remind myself that my strength is based in you. every ounce of self respect i have comes from knowing i've got one thing right.

parker: everything changes when you're not here. it's darker, it's colder, and i can feel the walls closing in. it's becoming increasingly more difficult to fall asleep without you.
Track Name: Hopeless
miles: you were never there so i'm not sorry if i'm not willing to accept you into my life. that emptiness i feel rising in my throat is ever a reminder of those lost days. you might as well have not existed.

parker: i only meant something to you when you wanted something from me.
Track Name: An Exercise in Breathing
miles: i can't fall asleep because i'm too afraid to face failure one more day, but when i inevitably wake i find comfort in the one thing that gives some sort of purpose. you are my crutch. i don't know how i made it seventeen years without you.

parker: all the pain i built up vanished when you reached for my hand. that first night you laid next to me was the warmest i had ever felt, and in that moment you were beautiful and i was beautiful and nothing else mattered.
Track Name: Simultaneously Slamming Doors and Screaming
miles: unseen gestures fill the void where my confidence lacks. crawling through the weeds and thicket of my psyche i find nothing to help me through the day. crippling anxiety. the uncertainty of what's controlling me is too much to handle

parker: i'm too scared to crawl out of the hole i've fallen into
Track Name: Dead
miles: dreaming of death pulls me closer into it's grasp and i can't find a reason not to give in. i'm awaiting the day i give in, but you keep me at arms length.

parker: none of this will matter when we're dead in the end, but i swear that i'll love you until then.
Track Name: Irreplaceable
miles: i've always thought that you were too good for me, even back on those summer days we spent getting to know each other. i couldn't believe how lucky i was. i can't believe how lucky i am, and now i know what this meant to you. you see something in me i'm incapable of seeing, and you cross my mind about a thousand times everyday.

parker: I'm constantly reminded that my days are numbered, but lately i don't seem to care because i know i'll be spending them with you for as long as i live or as long as you'll have me. i'll never forget how i could feel your lips curve into a smile when we kissed.